September 9th, 2014 Checking In With 37 Year Old Me
Sometimes it's good for me to go back into my archives and read a perspective from years ago. I was looking for something written about "Importance Level," when I came across this from August 29th, 2009:
I
feel so weird right now. My body feels good, my vision is sharp, my
muscles feel relaxed. So this is what it feels like to get a solid
nine hours of sleep? Wow, nice. I needed it and I took it. It's
Saturday morning already and below you'll find the Friday August 28th
edition of this blog---I was too tired to post last night. Just
couldn't function properly. I had a voice-mail greet me this morning,
I still don't know exactly for sure who it is, all they said was “I'd
like to report that my morning edition of the Daily Diary of a
Winning Loser is missing, please have someone deliver it soon, thank
you!” No
problem, I'll call the circulation department right now! OK—In
listening to it again for that quote, I figured out who it was. It's
good to have friends, huh? I never feel right just going to bed
without posting. In 348 days, it's happened less than 10 times. Just
couldn't help it last night. Getting rest was the only option. I
needed it and I took it. Sometimes you have to force yourself to do
what's right for YOU. So, I'll rewind my brain now and do my best at
recalling the events, thoughts, emotions, and choices that made up a
wonderful Friday, and I'll do it from the perspective of Friday
night. That can be tough, because it's sooo
Saturday
morning right now.
Five years later and I'm dealing with some of the same issues! It is interesting how some things get the highest level of importance with me while other equally important elements do not. And the very thing that allows me to excuse this lack of importance level is continued positive results. I do not get enough sleep and except for the last three days and an occasional fluke day, I've rarely made enough water important. From the same day as the above excerpt:
The
importance level we set for things isn't something we just say. It's
easy to say, “my weight loss efforts will be of utmost importance
from this point forward.” It's ultimately set by our actions, not
our words. If you find yourself making excuses and coming up with
rationalizations that make bad choices seem alright, then maybe you
need to check the importance level. Check it often, because it can
deplete without you realizing. How do you check it? With complete
honesty, that's your dipstick. Richard Simmons tweeted this today:
“There
is only one way to lose weight and keep it off. And it's by being
truthful with yourself about the food...” 100%
self-honesty is crucial to your success. I've written about this many
times because it's something that I never did before with past failed
attempts. Since day one nearly a year ago, this self-honesty policy
has been firmly in place, and you know what kind of results I've had.
The self-honesty component is vital to the mental changes required on
this road to permanent success. Make this one of the most important
things you've ever done. Give it the highest important level. Get
completely honest with yourself about the habits you know are holding
you back---and then get ready for an almost magically transformation
of mind and body. Forget “almost,” it
is magical.
Okay then, thank you 37 year old self.
I made a point today to come home not long after my show to nap for a little while before heading back to the studio for a busy afternoon. I suppose that's making it important, to a degree.
I had a great food day too! I even made sure to enjoy dinner before my 7pm conference call support group. This is positive progress! The only two things left to do after the call was workout and write this edition. My workout was incredible because I took it to eleven. You wouldn't think the difference between level 10 elliptical and level 11 would be too much. It was a big difference!
My Tweets today:
Good morning! Coffee. Unsweetened almond milk, dash of cinnamon, Pyure Brand Organic Stevia. 15 cal X 2=30cal pic.twitter.com/aK8ReOZcqm
— Sean Anderson (@SeanAAnderson) September 9, 2014
2 whl eggs, 2 whts, mozz, provolone in a Joseph's Pita. 1/2 Fuji apple, 1/2 yellow apple, pineapple (3.6oz). 509 cal. pic.twitter.com/384dQHgs2m
— Sean Anderson (@SeanAAnderson) September 9, 2014
Raw, unsalted cashews (.5oz). 78 cal. pic.twitter.com/r3CMxoY1ae
— Sean Anderson (@SeanAAnderson) September 9, 2014
Peppers, provolone & jalapeƱos atop 4oz 93% beef. 1/2 srv swt.pot.fries, pineapple, 1/2 Apples-Fuji-yellow. 476 cal. pic.twitter.com/lfl4Uk5zxJ
— Sean Anderson (@SeanAAnderson) September 9, 2014
A coworker routinely treats everyone! She's so sweet, I couldn't give it back. I'll give it to the engineer on duty. pic.twitter.com/rJmSi9Rxmn
— Sean Anderson (@SeanAAnderson) September 9, 2014
There is a sugar free dark chocolate, I believe. If you're sugar free like me, do you know of any?
— Sean Anderson (@SeanAAnderson) September 9, 2014
8oz chicken breast (consumed 5oz), grilled half avocado (54g), grilled large peach, sweet pot w/cinnamon. 473 cal. pic.twitter.com/MiRZSQ6quy
— Sean Anderson (@SeanAAnderson) September 9, 2014
Mine goes all the way to 11. ;) Wow, the difference between level 10 and 11 felt huge to me. Literally dripping. pic.twitter.com/KY8xmDYuLI
— Sean Anderson (@SeanAAnderson) September 10, 2014
PB&J celery! Nat. peanut butter (1tblspn), all fruit sugar free strawberry spread (1tblspn). #lastfoodofday 145 cal. pic.twitter.com/hO9EVzsku9
— Sean Anderson (@SeanAAnderson) September 10, 2014
Thank you for reading and your amazing support,
Strength,
Sean